Mind over matter..

lately I been thinking and I cant really remember certain parts of what I consider “bad” memories.. My mind prevented trauma jus by simply erasing it.. Separate memories where I can remember what it looked like but no sound. In the moment I block it out without realizing it.. Too bad my mind wasn’t powerful.. Like Bruce Lee told he would never walked again yet got out his immobile state a while later.. Now that strong, something I don’t posess. Today iit all came crashing down on me, you have nothing to offer but a pretty face and little else.. /sigh I will try to remember I believe everything happens for a reason.

xo,

Xiao-Mei